looser

Getting in touch with the looser in me .. secretly kept , away from people .. there has to be a looser living in you .. The looser conversations , why me , why didnt i ? why can't i ? You make me sick and i noticed u just dont try enough .. people do say if you try , you can achieve anything ..  what a thought !! i totally disagree ..  i really like to sing but can i ? i mean i have heard myself sing and believe me  .. beleive me .. lets not even go there !! i could go for voice training and yea be a bit better but bottom line is .. i wont be able to be the singer i wanna be 
maybe trying sometimes is better than not doing anything about it .. one has to have certain  amount of luck , circumstance in life  for something's to succeed .. but trying is there
..sometimes you know what u wanna do but u just can't put the effort and TRY ... trying is the best you can do .. when you try u don go back and wonder, what if .. So the looser in me should try .. hmmm .,, the looser in me thinks that this is a dumb post ...