the painful thing about being stupid is u dont really understand how u cud hav been that stupid later on
and then u feel like a total looser , but who is a looser ? guess its part of living ..
the most vulernerable is being in the form of a baby and u dont really remmeber how u were treated .. and then we become really confused people and after that comes the " its complicated " issues and then we do more stupid things and then start looking back and wonder wat the hell have i achieved so far, then while we are bitching about it our bones become weak and we start to look really horrible
and can barely move around the house .. well thats life isnt it ? we only think of things that are important to us at that particular frame of time , who is so perfect to think about every single thing, i mean comon!! its easy to relate with people who hav gone thru the same things or kinda similiar situations as u .. unless u go thru the same thing its hard for u to really get the picture .
so sometimes u appreciate things and what people have really done for you much later , when its really friking late

fascinating rituals of where i came from

ASL ---> 15 yrs, male, male' .. mother : dharifulha konthaka ?
son : naz ge geya ( naz is the girlfriend)
mother : namadha naaraatha dhanee?
son : noon manma , namadh kohfin
in other words u are allowed to go and screw as long as you have prayed first, fact that you are goin to see ur galfriend for some hopefully making out sessions is completely ignored and simply not talked about

scenario 2 --- baby A born
baby B born
location ---- neighbours .. dhushintha baby A haadha lobi ye, fala fala dhon dhon fuh gadehen
baby B eha dhone noon dho ?
the cuteness of a baby is judged by its colour and the health of it is judged by how much fat they have.

If you come from a wealthy family u are respected more no matter what kinda ass u are
How productive you are is based on how many times u shove ur head up bosse's ass
If you have nothing to say when a backbiting session is going on( doesnt matter if you really dont know who that is ) you are proud and stuck up
How a child is treated at school might vary depending on which party their parents are from

who belongs with whom ? u never know wats real and wats not , this is a confusing place we live in .. i wonder why my existence was important anyways ., i just had t be born didnt i ?
no wonder babies cry or atleast are supposed t cry when they arrive , i guess everyone knows it wont be a nice here
sometimes you dont really need a hand to be slapped across the face
and it hurts when you know ur being hurt on purpose ,,nothing is special enough to last
people find comfort in eachother is what ur told but its better when u carry the weight of ur own tears ..and i dont necessarily believe COLDPLAY when they sing : i will try fix you ..
ur most helpless when u realize all u felt was not returned but calling things a mistake is an insult to your own emotions
its crappy to be this needy and full of emotions , i agree that sumtimes being human doesnt really help ..