New year's resolution ? mine is try and be alone as much as possible .. ... its peaceful when ur dealing with sumthing predictable .. i cud hav long conversations in my head and its not gonna judge me .. being alone is better than bad company
staying away frm things that doesnt give u any benefit nor harm
im not sure abt not doing things for kicks though .. its how u find out more abt urself
maybe this year il try to find out about love ..
yea yea it sounds romantic but its actually not .. cause its very hard for me to understand where it leads to, u start by falling in love with sum one and after a while ur no longer in that euphoric state ... then u come to love the person .. after years u are just used to the person ..
When ur not looking even ur met with things and sometimes u never find what ur looking for..
Left what-ifing .. wondering if somethings wrong with u ...
old age .. the fear of being abandoned ..not having someone who will constantly care .. u love sum one expecting them to care as much as u do too ,, bottom line, to make them be there for u when needed, what if u didn't want all that ? what if u constantly think and remind that ur alone ..if someone cares its nice but if not even it doesn't matter .. again old age becomes a bitch , u might not be able to put the spoon in ur mouth alone ... in this case u need t depend on money ... money will buy u care .. it sounds very inhuman but end of the day money matters ... money omits headaches but money doesn't necessarily bring happiness, oh happiness , it lies deep within u, Ur thoughts ... everything passes by .. happy moments aswell as sad ... ur left to choose between what u wanna hold on to and drag with u

Moving on means leaving something behind or move on with it ? U always have ur shit with you, its just that u need a plan to make it less miserable ..
You are left wondering what could have been ...
Why do we want what we want ? How boring will it be to be happy?
People always say be happy with what you have .. what about the people who does not have what u have ? arent u supposed to be sad for them ?
i really dont know why people are happy .. i dont see the point in a lot of things now ... cause everything leads to some need of urs .. u work hard to get money and to buy stuff u want and then u go buy it and then what? ... u have it , so what? then u wait till u want something else?