How would i possibly love another .. according to me love is u .. smelling ur neck while u sleep is love .. love is when you ask me if u take care of me well ..when i love you helplessly unintentionally its such a pain in my ass .. i do not like it at all ...when nothing itself reminds me of you .. when im unable to hold anyone else without the thought of u , stuck there in my mind .. when i know i dont need you and yet i could never want someone the way i want u .. i hate it when i cannot explain why i just have to love you .. ive never touched anyone , held anyone the way i held you ,. i never could .. i wish you well .. il try to figure out why i love you forever .. i cannot be with you ever .. life would have been easier if i love someone who is nice unlike you .. so basically there has to be some external force that makes me like you so much.. i do not like writing about you but ive never thought of someone as much as i think of you .. ive never been content with what i have other than when i had you .. you are my everything and yet i dont want you .. this is the lamest thing that could happen to anyone, the most annoying thing too ..